Wednesday, June 30, 2010

On another quick note

But I'm looking forward to tomorrow, if it works out.
It was on Monday, whilst having flicked half way through Glamour magazine, the UK edition.. that I realized that I have little to no clue as to how to read him.

And that ladies and gentlemen, is a very bad thing.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Tout va bien?


This is all rather confusing, to say the least.

For one, I don't think I'm in Kansas anymore, Toto. For two: after such a fall as this, how brave they'll think of me at home.

So yes, Wizard of Oz + Alice in Wonderland = my current state of mind for many things.

On the one hand, there's all of that. And as of recently, it's been going well. I think? Something's different for one reason or another and it doesn't matter why, I like it more this way, I think.
On the other, I've got no idea where it's taking me or where it has already taken me, if anywhere. How or when I'll find that out is for the most part, as unknown and confusing to me as it'd be to a complete stranger should I stop him in the middle of the street and ask, in fact, I think he'd be more sober-minded about this all and thus would actually give constructive advice and an honest opinion.

Which is kind of what happened yesterday. I had an extremely fun and enlightening conversation with someone who is an absolute stranger to me, however it doesn't really feel as if we're getting to know each other, more like as if we already know one-another, which was/is great. We shall color-code this next mention, should there be a next mention.

He introduced a theory to me all the more complex than the concept of 'He's just not that into you', the 'one person is 'Really, really' into the other, whereas the other is only 'Kinda-Sorta'', now that my sweet people is a science.

There's more, but that's all for now.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

All that's left of yesterday, is the mascara on my eye-lashes.

So tell me, yesterday did you know.. that I'd be the one to let you go?
                                                                                                                        ...and then she went blonde.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010


..okay. This is so insane and far-fetched that it just has to work out.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

It's times like these when it all feels like something I shouldn't have done and shouldn't continue doing.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010


So never mind that at the moment I'm so confused I could smack not one, not two but three penguins, I've decided that instead of screaming at myself for the things I've done wrong or regret doing, or regret doing wrong - I shall instead praise myself for being able to fit into my 'skinny' jeans.

As always, not quite at the top of the staircase that leads up to my goal, but close. These pictures just have mercy on me, it's actually a case of barely being able to fit into them, but hey, it's still nice.

Otherwise, I PHAIL at existence.